Im putting this here because i know that no one will see it.
Well in two days the end of my long journey will be finally over. For the past 3 and a half years ive had a major medical issue. It has stopped me from playing the sport that i love and keeps me sane. The only thing that kept me moving forward is to get back to hockey. The doctors dont even know what it was from, they say i was born with it but even saying that no one knows. Ive been to dozens of specialist hospitals around the country and no one can figure it out. Ive had a spleen the size of a basketball. Someone who has a normal size spleen, will be tucked under your rib cage and out of harms way. Mine on the other hand was blow up into my hip. The doctors cant understand it. From the size it was if i even turned wrong i could have died. Playing such a hard hitting full contact sport like hockey just made me a ticking time bomb. Now, 3 years later and after countless surgeries, procedures, and doctor visits it will be over. I have my last surgery on Thursday August 22nd 2013. My life has changed way too much these past years. Friends all left me because i couldnt leave the house and im all on my own. But now i will get the final ok from the doctors even after playing 2 years of Varsity level High school hockey. From the day they found it they said i would never be able to play hockey ever again but i proved them wrong. I am now stronger than I ever was both mentally and physically. No one can stop me from doing anything. If anyone has a dream of doing something, you need to man the fuck up and get down and dirty to achieve that dream/goal. No one is stopping you but yourself.